Some advice from someone who lives with a witchy sister

DON'T DO IT! Take it from me. I have lived with my sister for 7 years now. I am 26 years old. I will be 27 in October. It is awful to live here. I try to think of different ways to get the fuck out of here and so far I haven't had any luck. Between shitty jobs and her guilt trips when it comes to my nephews...i feel like I am stuck! DONT DO IT!!

What do you do when you've been in love with someone for 11 years?

No it's not the kind of love that you think I am talking about. It's a love that is not reciprocated. I am in love with my best friend. I have been friends with him since I was 15. He has no idea how I feel and he also will NEVER find out. So my life is a living hell. I try to move on from him and date other people. It doesn't help. I maintain a somewhat active intimate life with men. But yet nothing or no one takes the place of who stays in my heart.

It's so painful to see him date other women. It's painful to hear him talk about the women that he meets. And it is excruciating to offer him advice when a girl breaks his heart. How do I offer him advice when all I want to do is scream at him "I am the one for you! Forget all of those girls. I will never break your heart. I will love you forever!" But I don't. I just keep a smile on my face and maintain my buddy status. A status that will remain with me until all eternity. If he hasn't felt the spark in 11 years he definately won't anytime soon. So any advice for me out there? Any way I can get over him? Please help me. I need to move on.

Sometimes writing is very theraputic

I don't know why I am drawn back to this website. I actually forgot that I had a blog. Well tried to forget anyway. Nobody ever reads it. Or if they do- they never respond to what I write. But sometimes I find that writing is a way for me to relieve some stress and emotions. I am not a person who likes to talk about my feelings or dump all of my problems on everyone else. Anyone out there know what I am talking about?

I can't stand the way my life is turning out. I wish I had done things differently. Maybe I wouldn't be in my late twenties living with my sister and working a dead end job. But all I can do is try my hardest to quit living this way. Maybe then I will get over the person I have been in love with for the past 11 years. He treats me like shit and I barely talk to him anymore but I still love him and wish that one day we'd get married and a little family but it's just a dream and will never happen. Help me people out there in cyber land. How do I fix me ?